This was a big year and big things happened in it. Life changing things.
January was the month I went on a blind date and thought I might be in love so we had a secret relationship that mostly consisted of texting. It was great fun, we didn't tell anyone and we didn't ever see each other, and I started listening to Attack! Attack! and he started listening to She and Him.
February was the month I sat at home alone on valentine's day even though I had a boyfriend. It was the month The Vow came out and Heather and I cried over it. It was the month I started to worry that love was very lonely.
March was the month that I went to spring fling with my secret boyfriend and we looked at the stars and the city lights from the top of the hill. It was the month I went on a couple dates with Spencer and then broke up with the secret boyfriend because I wasn't lonely when Spencer was around I worried I was too close to being a cheater.
April was the month my big sister got married. It was the month by mom started fighting with her parents and I stopped fighting with mine. It was the month Spencer and I started dating.It was the month i got surgery on my tooth. It was the month I told him secrets. It was the month I spent my spring break watching him fix my car and take care of me. It was the month I got a 29 on the ACT.
May was the month we went to prom together. It was the month I took the accuplacer and got one less point than I wanted. It was the month I made cinnamon roll waffles. It was the month of the "ten hour" car wash. It was the month I finished my Jr. year. It was the month I house sat with heather and had a few perfect days with her and Spencer in Salt Lake.
June was the month that we all danced around in happiness. It was the month that I educated Spencer in movies and he educated me in cars. It was the month I got addicted to snow cones. It was the month I started counting down the days to September 26. It was the month I spent a week on the beach.
July was the month I watched fireworks with a boy I loved very much. It was a month I started passing out. It was the month I learned to let someone catch me. It was the month I came home early from Trek because I only walked a half a mile before I got sick. It was the month I bonded with Spencer's family. It was the month I saw a water/fire fountain.
August was the month I went to girls camp for the last time. It was the month I learned to drive stick. It was the month I got a job at smart cookie. It was the month I started my senior year. It was the month meaningless whispers because something funny and lines were redrawn. It was the month I started to live for the days I got 'surprised' at lunch or on my break with a soda and a kiss.
September was the month the minutes sped up. it was the month i got a giant teddy bear. It was the month we went on the most perfect last date in the world. It was the month he left and I felt broken. It was the month I cried the most.
October was the month I turned 18. It was the month the spirit punched me in the gut and told me to go on a mission. It was the month I tried to cope with being alone. It was the month I came up with the best halloween costume ever and forgot to take pictures for the boy. It was the month I decided to work myself to death so I couldn't sit and mope.
November was the month I crashed twice in one week and remembered I hated driving in the snow. It was the month thanksgiving at heather's happened and I took care of missy for her. It was the month Spencer called from the airport. It was the month I remembered I loved him more than I missed him. It was the month I remembered thanksgiving leftovers are something my family will fight over. It was the month I got addicted to online shopping.
December was the month I got a baby for school and everyone saw my baby crazy side. It was the month I raked leaves in a wind storm. It was the month we named Greggory the Christmas tree. It was the month the Grinch stole Christmas. It was the month I sent dad and Gracie to secret Santa Spencer and he got Tyler to bring me a present to. It was the month I determined to go somewhere amazing for my senior trip (hopefully europe but somewhere for sure.) It was the month Spencer Skyped.
Next year, if you can believe it, will be even bigger.
